[Intro] Back door First grade Small boy Afraid [Verse 1] I learned to read the room Before the room could read me Mama's face at dawn Told me all I'd need I checked the eyes before the words I checked the air before the sound I walked through every open door Already knowing what I'd found [Pre-Chorus] Every room Every face Every word Out of place [Chorus] Every room I've ever walked into I was already there Reading what they couldn't say Carrying what they couldn't bear Every room I've ever walked into I knew before I stepped inside Who was safe and who was sharp And where the truth would have to hide [Verse 2] The pew, the desk, the parking lot The meeting and the call I scan it like I'm six years old And standing in the hall It's not a choice, it never was The wiring doesn't quit I see the room before the room Has time to show me it [Pre-Chorus] Every shift Every turn Every bridge Left to burn [Chorus] Every room I've ever walked into I was already there Reading what they couldn't say Carrying what they couldn't bear Every room I've ever walked into I knew before I stepped inside Who was safe and who was sharp And where the truth would have to hide [Bridge - Synth Transition] But there's a room I cannot scan A room that scans me first Where every version I've curated Falls apart for what it's worth No back door and no bingo card No glass between the view Just a Voice that knew my name Before I ever knew [Final Chorus - Full Synth] Every room I've ever walked into He was already there Seeing what I couldn't show Holding what I couldn't share Every room I've ever walked into Was practice for this place Where the scanning finally stops And I'm standing face to face [Outro - Voice and Single Synth Pad] Back door First grade Small boy No longer afraid