[Intro - warm and slow, intimate, a softly fingerpicked acoustic] [Verse 1 - the reproach he carried] I have carried a reproach a long time now, I carried it through this record The names, the shut doors, the cold yard, the camps that would not have me And I used to think the reproach was mine, my own load to bear in the dark Just the cost of being campless Just the bill that I was paying [Verse 2 - whose reproach it is] But the Book has a word about the reproach that the campless have to carry It does not call it mine at all, it calls it something else It says when I go outside the camp I go bearing His reproach The reproach I thought was only mine Was His reproach all along [Chorus] And that changes everything out here That changes everything The reproach is not a load I carry by myself in the dark It is the very thing He carried, it is the bond between us now My wounds and His wounds match Bearing His reproach And the cost turned out to be the communion [Verse 3 - not a new camp] And do not hear me say I found another camp out past the gate I did not join a thing, there is no fence and there is no roll There is only Him, and me, and the same reproach across us both It was never a camp, it was a Person And the reproach is how I know that I am with Him [Bridge - Moses, the company] And Moses knew it long ago, he sat and counted up the cost And he called the reproach of Christ a greater treasure than all of Egypt Every man who ever bore a true reproach was bearing His The campless and the homeless We have been keeping Christ's own company [Final and Outro] So let them keep the reproach coming, I know now what it is It is not the mark of a man cast out, it is the mark of a man with the Lord Bearing His reproach Outside the camp And I would not put it down Not for the warmest welcome in the world